I want to die. I want everything to end, all this pain inside my head, I want it all to go away. I suddenly think of death..then I get scared, my heart sinks and I start to get hot and a huge rush in my body..I don’t get scared of dying, I get scared of knowing I could have done something to change how I was…that I’ll die knowing there was some things I could’ve done better. Why is life like this, why are we just living to die, it’s all fucking pointless.

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